of lies and un-gentleman enough.

these are the consequences that we i have to bear.

 so yeah, i've given u too much, so much, but still, it wasnt enough. it is very understandable to me that it may not be as perfect as what u've expected but it is a must to know as well that the word 'reasonable' needs to be used. i've done a lot of things for you that i consider as reasonable but there u go, still, u walk away.

you are so confused that so much so u made a wrong choice. it is such a heartbreaking moment in my life when u chose someone who are always around you as in, one of your study group's member, the one u go back and forth together, your batch mate, your friend, the one u've performed playing guitar together, ur every meal's 'companion', the one you can always see, hear everyday, go out with every night, n yada, yada, yada 1000++. well, me? i'm just an ordinary law student who happens to be always been there for you during your downs since form 4. merely that. i have no other points to add up to because apparently, i am no good to you that i have no contributions that to the extent i cannot    list any of it down.   

 you wanna lie to me, that's fine. but please, u need to be crystal clear to your parents, sister n everyone around because they backed you up and fought to say that u are all time true and on the right track. they even asked me to give you some space and time unjustifiable to me the reason behind it and strongly affirmed that u have no other girl in your life and u just wanted to achieve whatever that needs to be prioritized. how amusing it is when u use the space and time to replace me.heh

 u said to me to prioritize and look straight to what we need to achieve first, u said, 'kita ni kena berhenti pada tahap suka shj, yg selebihnya serahkan pada ALLAH.' if we like someone. u said it was solely her that chases after you, that like you so much that you even tell me she is  the one yg over and u even said that to ur sister. but look where you're standing right now. 

so yeah, 

kalau nak tengok manusia berubah mengalahkan pantai, aku dah tengok.

kalau nak rasa air mata kering sampai tak boleh nangis dah, aku dah rasa.

kalau nak tengok manusia bercakap xserupa bikin, aku da tengok dan kenal seseorang.

kalau nak tengok manusia yang boleh berlagak hardcore everyday, aku dah buat.

kalau nak tengok penipu, aku dah jumpa.

kalau nak tengok manusia boleh kecewakan orang sampai tahap giga, badan, hati, perasaan aku jadi saksi.

for more experience and thoughts, just ring me.heh.