thank you for making me stop being ordinary

i forgive you for everything, every single thing.every bit and piece.every act that goes against ur words.it wasnt easy, it wasnt hard as well.but it takes months and i guess its normal.i kicked my ass everyday, every minute, every second, every breath i breathe in and out.when we were together, i'm in my comfort zone, i'm thankful enough that i have everything, everyone i love in my life.i know its not perfect,there were slight waves, ups and downs, but i was happy,but it was so plain and ordinary.i had no achievements, i had daily routines, everyday was the same.no life's shackles, no great waves.i now understand that in life, we need something to shake our life down in order to fly high that even sky is not the limit.now only i realised, both of us were not born to be ordinary.we act as if we are each other's obstacles but its not apparent.that's why we missed certain crucial angles.im happy to see that ure happy,im happy to see that u finally met someone that can give her all to you, to remember u all the time, to love all of you, to accept you for who you are, to bring the best out of you, to have someone who are always there for u, to understand all ur celebrations and dissatisfactions, to make u feel free and not complicated.if our moments were to be reversed,nothing in me will change, i will still treat you the same, i cannot give all of me, i cannot give everything and what i already gave you was too much.thank u for walking away, thank u for heading out from my life, because i've stopped being ordinary.in addition to that, i eventually know who i am, the secrets of me are finally revealed.i'm reclaiming my heart.may Allah bless all of us and both of you, Muhammad Nazrin bin Mohd Hamka and whom ure with now.thank u for everything and sorry for all the scars, ily's, imy's and promises.

all these years have been great, but it never felt right,

intan sharina bt ahmad sharizal.